I haven’t been very active on this blog or made a post in a few days because I’ve been packing and getting ready for college in general!
I’m leaving tomorrow! That’s right, TOMORROW! I’m excited and nervous and terrified and about a million other emotions.
Obviously I’ve never been to college before and the longest I’ve been away from home without my parents is probably about 4 days. I can’t come home until Thanksgiving so I have to stay until November. SO THIS WILL BE INTERESTING.
I know I’ll be fine, it’s just a scary thought! I’m thankful to be alive in the age of texting and cell phones. I’m probably going to call my mom 24/7 asking her how to do adult things.
The first week I’m going to be by myself because I’m moving in a week early. I got a job at the dining hall on campus and they want to train me prior to move-in day. My roommate won’t be there yet, and neither will my best friend 😦
I do know a sophomore on campus though so she said that she would show me around and hang out with me. She works with the football team though, so I obviously can’t just count on her being there for me 24/7 that whole week.
I think being by myself for a few days will be good for me. Even though I’ll be anxious as hell for quite a while because I’ll be trying to get to work and training and such on time by myself. I have a CRIPPLING fear of being late; it’s so bad. It’s so so so bad. I’m hardly ever late to anything, but I’m so afraid of being late I can’t stand the thought of it. I like having my mom to wake me up if my alarm doesn’t go off or something happens and I’m not awake on time for school. I wont have that in college! 😦
I think once I know where everything is and about how long it takes me to get everywhere, I’ll calm down.
YOU BEST BELIEVE I’LL BE WALKING MY SCHEDULE 1500 TIMES IN MY FREE TIME FOR THE WHOLE WEEK I’M ALONE.
I’m also going to have to eat alone though. I don’t really mind that thought, it’s just different from what I’m used to! In the back of my mind I know that no one will judge me, but I always feel like people are judging me.
I WILL SURVIVE.
I KNOW IT.
Well, just a little note for those who may enjoy my blog: I’ll try to post, but I can’t promise anything. I’m really going to try adjusting to college properly and not bury myself in my dorm room hiding from sunlight all day. I really want to make the most of college and take in all it has to offer. I might have plenty of time to blog, and if I do, I definitely will! I don’t want to make really short and meaningless posts just to try and post something though. So if I have something interesting to share and a decent amount of time, I will blog!
I hope you all can understand that.
I apologize for this scattered post. My brain isn’t fully functioning because of all the emotions!!!
P.S. I updated the pages on my blog!
I’ll link the pages below:
Girl Talk (I decided to make a page that includes all the posts I make for that section of my blog!)
Feel free to check it out 🙂